soft mumblies.

i think i just had a panic attack reading a book description.

ooooh fuck man, i’m such a moron. i can’t even. just. someone. help.　

Just saw Xiu Xiu at the Biltmore and sometimes I forget what jerk offs this city contains…props to the band for not you know, launching into the crowd and beating them to a pulp. Patience of saints~

THAT ASIDE. Xiu Xiu was fucking fantastic and holy fucking shit the opening bands were also the variety of awesome. Check out Father Murphy and Yamantaka//Sonic Titan. Father Murphy sounds like going through that tunnel in the Gene Wilder Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory while being chased by a hoard of zombies and Yamantaka//Sonic Titan sounds like they were trying to summon the demon Kagutaba from the film Noroi.

And that is my sound assessment.

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On the student loan papers they ask you how much money you’ll have in your bank account at the beginning of term and I laugh and think darkly, “well…how responsible do you think I’m going to be until then?”

i know that it is uncouth and petty to boast as such, but i just saw my ex with a new girl as i was coming back from the Roger Waters show, and darlings, I am winning.

I’m sure I’ve mentioned before that I have night terrors and talk in my sleep. Now, you’d think that because I know that I have night terrors and talk (scream…) in my sleep sometimes that I wouldn’t really do anything to provoke it. And I don’t, not really and more often than not the phenomena occurs unprovoked. But occasionally I watch horror movies, alone, in the dark…sometimes everything is fine and it’s not a trigger at all, but then other times…

well last night was one of those nights where it was a trigger. I watched The Tunnel (available for free here: http://www.vodo.net/thetunnel) and it was totally fantastic. I hadn’t expected much, always dubious of the documentary/hand-held film style at first (but actually usually quite pleased with it because it seems to have an ability at making people more real more often than not). But yes, totally fantastic, awesomely scary and apparently enough to set me off.

I woke up several times during the night, once with sleep paralysis, which always sucks and is completely horrifying when it’s happening but totally explainable afterwards. Each time that I woke up I was inherently aware that I was still afraid of the dark. Still verses under normal circumstances not at all, so it was a lot of huddling under the blankets and smothering my cat. My theory always is that if the cat isn’t freaking out, than everything is fine.

When I woke up briefly to feed Chi, I actually turned on the lights because I was so uneasy. This is totally unnecessary because I feed the cat in the dark every day and know perfectly well where everything is.

When I did finally wake up which was way past my alarm probably because I was so tired from so frequently waking up in the middle of the night, my eyes were uncommonly crusty and the salt from what I presume were tears and it was that gross smeared feeling all around my cheeks. Really uncomfortable way to wake up. However, asides from knowing that I’d woken up several times and once with sleep paralysis, I don’t actually remember much. Well, asides from that I recommend watching this movie.

nightmareloki:

batdanz:

colder-than-ever:

free-kitten:

fortressofself:

fuck

omg

This is never not funny. 

this is the best

Oh.. my god.

quality entertainment.

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approximately 45 seconds after the last shot i reverted back to my pajama glory.

my mother is so proud.

and this is the part of the night where i will spam you with my new dresses.